dij

I feel so bad
I wish to tell
how I feel
for him so well

how despite
Many tellings
of how he can
hurt my feelings

I can't help
myself at all
I can't resist
i want ot fall

I want to wrap
myself in him
I want to die
I can not win.

Just...somthing

I veiw the world
Through looking glass
I see it as though
It backwards, pass

I see the world
As a young kid
beleiving in the good
Of where I live

I watch the world
Be filled with bad
That devours all
There is to have

But still I see
A chance of good
If only all on this earth
did as they should.