Tears flow freely
I hold the blade tight
All is a muddled gray
Combining black with white

A shot of crimson
Shines from the abyss
Speaking of pain
Of something amiss
Why am I like this
So torn up inside
Why do I always
Try so hard to hide

I don't understand
What is going on
Or quite why all peace
Has finally gone

Deep the silver bites
Bringing more tears
Chasing back hurt
Blocking out my fears

But its doesnt last
It all come back again
All the resentment
The craziness and pain

To eat me alive
To tear me apart
To cut me to shreds
To rip out my heart