Eternal Slumber
Slash of wrist
Left and right
Flow of blood
End of fight
Drink of death
Slips down throat
Deep in darkness
Away you float
If you slip
Into eternal sleep
Will they notice
Will they weep?

Hidden Within
A deep darkness
Consumes the soul
Makes black abyss
An empty hole
Dark deppression fills
This hollow space
Of light happiness
There is no trace
But hidden deep
Is this fact
Most emotion shown
Is just an act
Rare is seen
What's felt inside
From the world
The truth I hide.

I live with it inside me
The hurt, the pain
I live with these emotions
Making me go insane

I deal with what I’m given
These thoughts that destroy
I deal with how I’m livin’
The missiles I deploy

I fight with my demons
That live inside me
I fight with myself
Because I truly can not see

I hurt with every footfall
Along this path I tread
I hurt with every day that passes
Until inside I feel dead.

My Shining Knight
You hold me to you
To chase away pain
To protect from hurt
Burning like acid rain
You try to posses me
To keep me from harm
To sheild me from all
In love's gentle charm
But still it gets through
To injure me again
To inflict once more
Dark, hear-aching pain
Yet you still try
To do your very best
To let me have peace
So my heart can rest
In your arms I try
To block it all out
To ignore all pain
and anger that's about
I can find a way
To truly be at rest
To truly be at peace
Because you are the best
At helping me try
To beat away pain
To keep away anger
And staying semi-saneI
t's because you try hard
To keep me from harm
To keep me from fight
That could break the charm
That keeps me strong enough
To let me live
To let me love
the one my heart I give
Because he try so hard
To do what is right
To always protect me
My beloved, shining Knight.

Broken Soul
The marks on my arms
At night they bleed
Showing the urge
The craving, the need
The tears on my face
Track a downward path
All which is hid
Behind an akward laugh
Deep down I hide
All that I'm feeling
My emotions and thoughts
I'm constantly sealing
But if you look hard
You still can see
The pain and hurt
That fills me
My eyes are a window
That shows my soul
Fragmented, in pieces
So far from whole.

The Marks that Bleed
Dark line against glowing bronze
Leaks streaming lines of crimson red
Green and Gold eyes look upon
The result of the life they've led
Watches as life's precious nector
Slowly makes it's downward way
Trailing across the warm bronze
Carresing the flesh where it lay
The shinging light within the eyes
Slowly fades into the dark
While trailing streams of crimson dry
Leaving only red-brown marks
As glowing bronze loses its gleam
And it's warmth fades aways
Because the light that fills the being
No longer can it stay.